The story you are about to read is true. Names have been changed to protect the innocent (and some of the guilty). I have suffered from depression for over 42 years. I didn’t know this until a few months ago, when I was diagnosed with moderate to severe depression, with suicidal ideations. This blog is a record of my journey that will describe my history with depression, what I have experienced, and what I am experiencing in my quest to get help.
I don’t like wearing clothes. Summer is my favorite season because I can get away with wearing as little as possible. When I am naked I am very comfortable, and feel free. I like to be naked as often as possible, but with children, and now grandchildren, around the house, for the last 40 years the only place I can do it is within the confines of my bedroom. I want to be able to do normal activities without any clothes. After a traumatic experience in dealing with my depression (which you will read about in the blog, I decided that life is too short and I was going to start doing what I wanted to do. That was when I first visited a family friendly nudist park near my house. The experience was fantastic, and I will describe it, and other visits in the blog.
The therapists that I have talked to have told me I need to write down my thoughts. I love to write, but it is not easy for me. Now, with the depression, it is even harder. I have a hard time concentrating so it takes me a long time to put together a cohesive sentence, let alone a paragraph. Thank God for spell checkers and grammar checkers! I hope that you will excuse my writing, and realize that I am doing the best that I can.
I am hoping that my experiences can help others. In the future, if this blog gets enough users, I will add forums where the users can discuss their experiences also, and give and get help from other users.